And I'm In love...

Five weeks down, five more weeks to go. Yap... I officially survived the first half of the torture. The class session just finished yesterday and for someone that came unprepared with brain as clean as a baby butt, to be 2nd on the class is not a bad achievement. All and all, this have been the most interesting and rewarding course that I ever have. Because, for the first time in my four working years, I finally fall in love with the industry that I'm in. I finally made up my mind that yes, I want to build career and retired in this business.

It may seems pathetic that it took me this long to decide but it has not been an easy decision. Or maybe I am just thick :) See, I spent my time studying in university only to realized on the last year that I did not want to work in the field that I'm studying. It was not that I know what I want to do, I just know what I did not want to do. So when I graduated, I was lost. I grab whatever job oportunity infront of me, as long that it has nothing to do with what I studied.

I spent the last four years working and learning from scratch, in a complete new industry for me. It has not been a bad experience. As anything in life, there were up and down. But during those time, I keep wondering if it's what I really want to do. Or did I just take myself out from one hell into another hell. You see, I don't want to end up like those people that work only to meet month end. I want to LOVE my work. Yes, LOVE, with all the lightheaded, knotcrunchingstomach, fireworkblasting kind of love.

If work going to take up 50% or more of my waking hours, I sure want to do something that can give me enjoyment and satisfaction.

And now, finally, I have that feeling in my heart.