After Long Silent

Aaah... and what a long silent it is. It fall under my bad habit category. That when my life is tumbling upsidedown, even when I have the time to write, I just couldn't do it. Not because I don't have anything to write. It's because I have too much to write I don't even know how, where and when to begin.

I'm nervous. I'm feeling high. I'm so so scared. I'm excited.

Four more weeks. I can't believe that in four more weeks i'm getting married. I constantly have this feeling of butterfly fluttering in my stomach everytime I remember the wedding.

I know that many girls plan for their perfect wedding day for God knows how long. I'm not as obsessed as many people that I know, but still... I'm just a girl. I can't wait wearing my broken white and gold kebaya, looking at the flower decoration, eating the food, meeting all the friends and family. But really, even if all those don't go perfect, I won't worry too much. Cos nothing could ruin the day I'm marrying the man that I love.

To think that we don't have to spend our life seperated by thousand miles of ocean. Aaaah... I just couldn't stop smiling :)